By way of introduction

I've been on several sites and no longer allowed to post there....my fault,  I either inadvertently or on purpose, violated their Terms of Service. Shame on me.

I shall attempt to be more circumspect here and post only the truth....and nothing but the truth, unless it is labeled "fiction ". I feel the need to journal about my life and share the amazing life I live. 

I married my ex wife's niece in November of 2014. She has Daddy issues and I like younger (than me) women. We are both switches, preferring not to engage in vanilla sex. Come on now, marriage requires spice, spontaneity and lots of raw sex to stay interesting. 

My wife and I enjoy a varied array of sex, always with each other or individually, but never with another from outside our relationship. We both have dildos and use them regularly, oftentimes in conjunction with our sex life. She insists on me edging and denial of orgasm for at least a week at a time and up to 3 weeks before permitting me to "make a mess". I must clean that mess up, with my mouth...regardless of the location of the mess.

She comes from a history of years of incestuous abuse. Now, as a liberated adult female she says who with, when, where, and  if she has sex. I've given her my last bit of control...IF I cum. She controls that. My lack of cumming creates a hard-on that gets hard quickly, stays hard and has no refractory period to deal with, even if I have a ruined orgasm...which of course I must consume so as not to create a mess. My cum is yum!

I did mention my dildos....long for deep anal, normal for her pegging me hard and fast, and my favorite, the 2.25" diameter thick 10.5" insertable that opens me up both deep and wide. Yes ladies and gents, I can take it all.

Now, for today's information.  I'm on day 18 of orgasm denial. Last night, after my second anal dildo session in the shower,  I stroked my penis until I allowed a ruined orgasm.  The two delicious spurts of cum were quickly taken into my mouth where I savored the smooth texture,  relished the delectable flavor and used a mirror to show myself the small load. Then I swallowed it and showed my empty mouth to the mirror. 

I repeated the ritual this morning,  relishing the feel and taste of my own jizz and contemplating when my wife might let me cum in her so I can dine on her. She's due to start her period on Saturday.  Sunday will be 3 weeks of denial and if she's on her period, I won't be cleaning up THAT mess. That means I'll have to wait until at least 4 weeks before I can cum in her and then clean her up! 

That also means that I will only have orgasmed once in the month of July.  Considering I came 12 times in June,  I'm due to not cum much until Christmas time. Besides, how can I expect my wife to put up with that much mess from me? She has enough to do without having to deal with cum leaking out of her.

I average cumming  3 to 4 times a month, but june was an exception as we bought our first home together. She allowed 11 days straight of me making a mess without requiring clean up and her not cumming.  Now I must make up for her generosity.  I look forward to balancing the scales.  I want to not cum....so she can.

I hope my stay here on blogger is long and prosperous. I hope to meet many new friends as I did on other sites. I  hope I can inspire you to get outside of your comfort zone and experience marital bliss as you push your boundaries. 
Enjoy...I know I do.
Location: Edgemoor, DE 19809, USA

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